realized Ana ... the sky is falling or just listen to patients and not look out the window?
"Good morning ... let's see how storm came today!
"Well, better start talking and I do not round. I'm half crazy ... I'm crazy about the bun, I'm about to bite someone.
"I assure you I will not bite. If you understand that you can talk.
-Elena ... always a problem with Elena. Last night I said I'm always oblivious of what she spends. He told me not hear it, and the worst: that I'm only interested in sexual favors ... and what the fuck are sexual favors? ... I almost died! she makes me favors? she does not want anything with me? has no desire for anything? I think that helps me?
- You do you think?
"I ever want less of it. Face is always unsatisfied, invite her to dinner and do not like the restaurant and the waiter's face or dessert, go to movies and the film he seems to have had more scenes, or was too large for the subject, we talked of our children and she is always upset. I think not want anything.
"And you do want.
-be that would not do it? Because when I say I do not know what's wrong is wrong, I know. It's bad all the time and neither she knows why ... I gave him two months ago the psychoanalyst card you told me for her, and know what I said? "If my husband hears me, because I will listen to someone who comes from my husband" ... So I said, in the third person: "my husband" ... I was, "my husband" she ...
"What a complicated sentence that was!
-Si, thus twisted is our life. I wish I had a woman who loves me. I look fondly, I smile, we hold hands to cross the street ... I touch his feet when I go to bed ... this woman is not and never was Elena. I always had to approach her and she of course now I realize: I was doing favors! I'm an asshole. Why live with someone who does not want me?.
-If you live with someone who does not want for it you doing it ...
-Uhhhh ... Santiago has 15 years told me yesterday: "Dad, mom lives in a jar, does not want the cat, "and I kept thinking that I said. First I thought that lives for it, others or the look, or the like. Then I realized I have several jars in your lightbox: painkillers, muscle relaxants, Bach Flower droplets that gives her friend Nini (hahaha ... no, no ... this is Elena, neither this nor that, lol) ... has bottles of all kinds and fewer pills and contraceptive pills ... because he says what you do wrong ... bitch! how come I'm realizing these things now ...
"Sometimes you feel that the sky is falling, and feels threatened and sometimes some truth ... the truth comes. The sky is falling, and you have to bank a storm that had been forming for a long time, no one would perceive it.
"Now I can not make the idiot, get home at night and pretend I did not realize all that ...
- ...
-know what I remembered? when we made our wedding invitations had a terrible fight that almost cost us the project "wedding." Elena became only the parents as inviting. My folks did not exist ... and there was no charge other invitations where they had the names of my parents ... only she has, had.
"And how was it resolved?
"She made me the" favor "to others with the names of my parents and paid for it.
"And that achieved?
-At the time yes, but obviously not, because they spent 17 years and look what I remember today, and every time they show the wedding photos I remember and that gives me a fight!
"Maybe the storm had armed for too many years ago, but did you realize that the signs were of no value to you.
"I always liked me the idiot, but when I heard the phrase, you do favors, I dropped the sky above ...
-Or you were the light.
- ...
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