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- ... I feel guilty for all that live ... I think in the last year I did everything wrong ... effort to become a better person but I do not know what it means to be a better person ... Last night I went to dinner at a friend's house over dinner ... and phoned a man ... someone you just met ... and she was very happy ... she seemed excited ... talk about him all the time ...
-Enamorada?
"That's the worst ... I started to feel jealous of her ... and I began to say to be careful, who knows little ... She was clearing all my intrigue, was confident, not concerned about my tricks ... until at one point I asked: And what is wonderful man? and she quietly replied, Ernesto Arias, is a pediatrician ... and in that moment I felt happy. I said, I know ... and started to tell him the difficulties he had with the profession, all predictions wrong for which I had heard ... As he talked I realized he was being bad ... the rumors saying that he knew of Ernesto as if they were scientifically proven true against them ... it was getting gray ... and yet still does not slow my thrusts ... but at one point, she was not smiling, it was leaning against the couch like a rag, then dry in the sun ... I apologized, I said that probably was not so true what is said about him ... people are bad, I said ... and she said she had a big headache, best dessert we ate the other day ... and I was feeling guilty.
"You're very jealous ... very bad ... I wanted to know?
"I know, and I regretted it ... but I miss the pain that I have everything what I said ... This morning I left my home feeling that I too had done something wrong myself ... I feel very alone ... since I left Carlos, I do nothing but ruin everything ...
-Envy is in your own eyes ... the leads where I go ...
"But I want to be ... I am desperate ... last week I called a lawyer on behalf of Charles, to tell me that the card Credit will be passed to my name and my responsibility ... is a bastard ... now I want to take the credit ...
"Maybe you lost credit against their relatives ...
" But I had agreed with Charles that he could spend 3000 on credit card, and that he would pay ... but all increased ... 4500 or 5000 and cost ... of course ...
- That was not the covenant with Carlos ... or magazine that covenant was first of the 3000?
-Nooo ... to 3000 he was already much ... but he wins a lot of money, and I live of the money he passed me and that credit card ...
"Delia, you can work, including his world would be richer and less envious ... or plan a long time to have a scholarship for ex-wife?
"Do not say it is against the man hold the woman?
"In this place, and with his stuff, I'm neither for or against anything, just tell him that position that took years, he is ruining her life ...
-In Part I say so ... but they are divided positions in society ... there are lawyers who defend the maintenance of herself ...
"Of the children ...
" We did not want to have children ... and well you did it! he'd have to keep my ... I will help you get the Engineer, accompanied him throughout the race and he knows very well, let my own college career so he can ... and worked at that time because he earned very little ... now I must ...
"And you do not owe anything?
I do not know ... maybe I owe him who married me when he wanted to go to study in Germany ... but after all, I did a favor because I kept it, I cooked all days, I washed my clothes ... in Germany had been a pariah ... was received by me ...
"The engineer was received he was. The yield makes his career financially is it ... which left both his career and his work were you ... or Carlos and you were one person? only one worked, only one study, only one was received, only one makes money, just one ..
"Sometimes life is like ...
" You make your life so ...
"I get angry a little Ana position, it seems that not one woman and not suffer the helplessness that every woman has economic, as friends ... I think you create very powerful ... and so many times I think it does me good results with you ... you lack sensitivity, understanding things in life ...
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"I know I'm not doing it right ... sometimes I feel sick, envious, as I repeated twice, and I'm suffering from the abandonment of Carlos ... but I think I come here I do not heal anything, on the contrary, it makes me question things that do not make sense to me question ... you should support this deal and take advantage of my situation, and you want me to change my position ...
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-What? now I leave you? I will answer all I'm saying?
"While you are fighting with everybody imagination, time passes ... in every phrase and every silence, time passes ... and here's to work with their problems ... not to be relieved, or face Carlos's lawyer, or to take advantage of their situation, which otherwise do not know what living as advantageous! ... You come here to work lady!
-Lady!
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continue next time ...
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